Friday, December 19, 2014

I've been afraid to post this

After 6 months of cancer checks (as I called them - checking to make sure my partial molar pregnancy didn't come back as cancer), we were cleared to TTC again. H and I discussed trying again, and it turns out that I ovulated early that particular month and... miracle!!!! Here I am 10 weeks pregnant!!!! Between my OB telling me last time that I'd need medical intervention to get PG again, and then the PMP last time and everything that went along with that, it truly feels like this was a miracle.

I've had 2 great ultrasounds, being monitored closely because I am "so high risk", as the nurse said, because of the PMP.

I'm in tears just writing this. Is still feels so surreal. I still can't let myself get too excited because I'm so so scared that I will have another missed miscarriage. But I am here. I am 10 weeks pregnant and everything is good as of now.

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